My first love...

I have never forgotten my dream of becoming a surgeon. Maybe one day, after all these, I will have enough of everything.

I sometimes think that being a nurse is not for me. First of all, I was not raised to do errands for other people, someone did it for me. Secondly, I am not used to following orders from someone I barely know. Haay, how complicated this life could be? I am always tired. But you guys know what ease/lessen these pain I feel? Smiles of my patients, ill patients I say. They are the one who inspire me everyday of my life. Their dreams of becoming well. Their positiveness make me feel contented.

I think I just need to hold on to that. I need to stop whining and complaining, instead, I should thank God for putting me here, not as a Surgeon, but as a dedicated nurse. Who knows? Maybe years from now, I will decide to fulfill my dream of becoming a Surgeon. SOMEDAY. <3